My Sunday 'To Be' List

I want 'to be” the person I'm meant to be. I want 'to be” as smart as I am dumb. I want 'to be” a positive role model. I want 'to be” comfortable in my own skin. I want 'to be” secure in silence. (Or is it, I want 'to be' secure with silence?) I want 'to be” okay with being boring. I want 'to be” someone who is taken seriously. I want 'to be” available to those that need my time. I want 'to be” someone who doesn't hold grudges. I want 'to be” someone who can release the need for acceptance from others. I want 'to be” a best friend to whoever needs one. I want 'to be” someone who is patient. I want 'to be” emotionally available at all times. I want 'to be” someone who doesn't project my anxiety onto others. I want 'to be” better at Jeopardy.